Everyone always to tell you to look at the bright side.
But have you really think about the other way ?
It's like.
Why not look at the negative side?

I know we should we grateful for what God has given us.and now lament on how bad our life is.

For this blog,don't see it as I'm lamenting.
God does everything for some reasons. After all,He works in mysterious ways.
If making life enduring hardship is His plans for me,why not accept it ?

Upcoming !

Top 6 Reasons why my life suck!
*not in order of how suck it is.

Number 1 : The food at home is awful.

-Sorry mum,but I gotta admit,the food is awful. Many people(eg. my classmates) have always buy takeaways and they're sick of eating "Outside" food everyday. But for me,It's the other way round.
-The food is terrible.today is the limit. Went into the Kitchen, looked for dinner and I went "- .- sianz" Should have go eat dinner with the RCY ppls.
-Cold rice and cold food cause there isn't any room to accommodate a microwave.WHEN YOU COME HOME,FEELING SO SO TIRED ! WHO WILL WANT TO EAT SUCH FOOD ? IT DEMORALIZES ME EVEN MORE!
-There's a lot of soup today.Too much me and my brother to finish.When I tasted it,it was super bland. I hate my life.seriously.


Number 2 : I'm single.

-Yeap.. You might think this is the lousiest reasons to be up in this list.But no shit.It's in.
-Everyone thinks that I'm a flirt ._. like I go red cross and Celeste and the "nursing clique" will go :"ee..wei ben ue flirt"
-But it's okay.I know that I'm a flirt. and I know the fact that flirts and players never get attached. They just get laid and carry on with their life.
-But I dunna get laid ! Okay. I take back my words.Maybe when I'm ready for a family.I'm looking for love ! not sex !
-Dun mention the word "family love".


Number 3 : The only Christian in the household.

-Heck! how bad can life get ! And don't, Don't start this denomination thingy again.I'm tired of it.
-So everyday I go home and mum watches some lame dramas.Everyday. and when the days I'm not going to school, she'll turn on some Buddhist scriptures to hear. And I'll go : "._."
-I'm not against anything about religion.But it's kinda odd! It's like.. I believe in Jesus and God but I see Buddha everywhere. That includes my fridge door. Deities on the altar.. some tablet writing some chinese words which I have no idea who are they for. "God of Kitchen" ? "My ancestor" ? "Some deities" ? I have on idea.

My house is like turning into a monastery.I'm going nuts if this don't stop soon.


Number 4 : Traveling is boring..

-I spend everyday in the bus.Somehow,I'll be on the bus.
3 hours in total if I'm going to school. 1 hour if I'm going to campsite. Sit until the butt sianz.with the same old songs in the MP3 and I go like :"RAWR !!!!!! THIS IS MADNESS!" and the driver can go like "This is madness 0.o ??? THIS IS SINGAPORE BUS SERVICE!!!!"
._.
-I'm sick of traveling on the bus.Heck,if my family could afford a car for me.like my own personal car for my own.Which I own it.I get to drive everywhere I want. I would love it.
-I wouldn't have to take the SBS bus that goes so slow._. The Expressway that Jams when it rains.The expressway that WILL always have road repairs and close down 1 lane,slowing all the traffic.

-Yes,I dislike china-branded cars. Heck ! someone drove this car in school.and guess what ? the driver,who is an student, lock his car with a KEY ! KEY ! KEY !
-What year is this and you're still using a bloody KEY to lock a car door ?!! ALl use some remote liao la !!!!
-Driving such cars, is like walking on the pedestrian lane naked.YES.mark my words.It's that embarrassing.

Number 5 : I have a bad memory.

-Ever wondered why you are born with a lousiest memory on earth ? You could like memorise the whole encyclopedia, but yet ue can't remember to bring a towel to training. WHY ??
-And the worst part is that the bad memory screws my life up big time.. yeapp...and single possible way..
GF : "Ben...when's my birthday ??"
Ben: "Umm...Err..It's somewhere..around "
GF : "You DON"T EVEN REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY ?!"

of course,that didn't happen.
This is what happened.

GF: "Ben,on what date did we get attached"
Ben: *._. that was like..how many months ago..*
Ben: "Err...December ?"
GF: "What date ??"
Ben: *What do think I am ? A calendar ?!*
Ben: "Umm...Err..Arr.."
Ben: " I forget le ._."
GF : *scolds and nags*
Ben: " - .- sian "

Dumbest thing I've gotten into shit for having a bad memory.Never bring nametag.Realised I forgotten to bring notebook to school when I had just locked my door for 4seconds,twice.Lost a love life.No towel for fencing training.Forgotten to charge handphone.etc etc.

Ben: *gonna charge my handphone after I shower*
*after shower that takes 15 minutes*
*leaving the house*
Ben: "Dam..forgotten to charge the handphone"

or

Ben: *I'm going to take my towel*
*walks into the room,which takes less than a minute*
Ben: *stares at the room*
Ben: "what am I going to do?"

Ue might think its exaggerating..but somehow,my life is always exaggerated.

Number 6 : Twenty-Four hours a day is NOT enough for me.

This is my usual thursday. Before my examinations.
6.30am : Wakes up,Own Time Own Target
7.30am : Leaves the house
8.00am : Reaches Hougang Interchage
9.00am : Reaches the School for Macro Economics lecture(2 hours)
11.00am: Goes for Principle of Accounting Tutorial(2hours) after lecture
1.00pm : Lunch for 2 hours.<--seriously waste of time.
3.00pm : Wastes my time in Business Management Lecture(2hours)
5.00pm : Light dinner/Grab a bite
6.00pm : Fencing Training ( min. 3 hours )
9.00pm : Training Ends,Goes Home.
10.00pm: Reaches Hougang Interchange
10.30pm: Reaches home(Ideal)
11.00pm: Reaches home(After consideration of jams,waiting time,bus driver don't stop the bus for you,bus leaves straight in front of you and you spent 15 minutes like a dumb piece of shit waiting for the bus ._. , bus leaves straight in front of you just because you're too lazy to run after the bus.

- .- What the hell is this ? Child abuse ? from 6.30am all the way to 11.00pm !!! RAWR !

Tuesday's kinda crappy too cause I reaches home at 11pm. Shower and Dinner takes me to 12mn. ANd I have to do 2 Tutorials ! Business Law and Macro Economics.
I'm so glad everything's coming to an end.


Number 6 : My Breakfast is boring.

-Try having bread with spread with milk.Everyday.Gosh.It's that boring !
I can't have anything special ? the fact is that I'm too lazy to wake up and prepare breakfast. - .-
Oh yea.Milk isn't that bad yea ? better than plain water.
ITS FREAKING COLD MILK !!!
I use to have warm milk like 9 years ago !
but guess I'm too old to have my parents pamper me.

And by the time I reached the school.I'm hungry again ._.
So that makes my breakfast :literally useless.

I am meant to lose the one I love. How else would I know how important you are to me? 12:00 AM